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While everyone else was busy studying for this Sunday’s paper, I kept myself busy with sumthin’ else…. And that’s watching 5 movies in a row. Hows bout that? ;P . ..

“Carrier” (2009).

Frankly speaking, I’ve never heard of the movie before, but since it was in my friend’s HD, I might as well give it a chance to entertain me for awhile.

Basically, the movie is somewhat the same as any other movies of that genre. That goes to the : ‘runaway-from-the-infectious-disease-and-to-a-safer-place-but-where?’ plot. What differ it from other movies of the type is that it’s strong ‘will power’ to leave infected people behind. Even if they’re a family member, a lover or a main character.

“You got infected, you stay away or we’ll kill you”… THAT’S kinda their motto.

Which leaves me to a question:

What would I do if I were in a situation that threatens me to kill everyone else to survive?

What if my family was to be robbed by some gun loaded robbers and was put as hostages?

Lets imagine a scene…..

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Bushido: Mmeeeeeeeeeeeow!! (*translation: “Get your big as* off my owners property , you motha jiggin sc*mbag!”)

Robber : Points the gun towards Bushido, ready to fire a shot.

Ameera: *cries and screams* . “NOOO!! Don’t shoot her!! Take me instead!”

Robber: *Raise eyebrow* “Hell, you don’t have to worry bout nothing, I’d kill the both of you together if you like!”

Pin drop silence…

Ameera: “Oh…” …*cries and screams* “THEN JUST KILL THE GODDAM CAT!!SAVE ME!! PLEASE!! I HAVENT GRADUATED. I WANT TO WORK! I WANT TO HAVE KIDS WITH JONATHAN RHEYS MYERS. SPARE ME!!! PUHLEESE!!”

Robber:*raise eyebrow-disbelief*

Bushido: As*hole! (translation : “meok!” ) while showing her middle claw to Ameera.

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Desperation is the real deal of life.

A Saint would kill to protect his sanctuary, a father would steal to pay for his son’s medical fees, a wife would let go of her body for his husband’s life.

Many unwanted things happen during times of desperation. What happened to all the principals we have vowed on? Shredded into pieces?! Only those who are strong enough would hold on to their selves. But at that time, these strong people are being looked at as someone selfish who wouldn’t care bout anything but his self, a cruel and heartless person who would not sacrifice himself for the sake of others.

I’m not weak but that doesn’t mean I am saying that I’m strong...

Some of you might have this thought in your mind saying:

“If you keep on to your beliefs, your faith, then you wont have anything to be worried about.”

Easy said. As calm as the breeze. That’s because we are OUTSIDE the situation. I’m not saying what he/she is saying is wrong, but just how many of us could ‘survive’ the tension??

I don’t have the solution nor a conclusion of my post today but just a simple question:

Where do we stand?

……………………. probably no where…

…and that’s why God’s Great… and we’re just a small tiny living who’s arrogant enough to think we could rule the world and chess out our life..

(am suppose to stop at the question… but as usual.. I hv so much to say …n suggestions to give…huhu… =P )

I want YOU to duet with ME!

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Here’s what happened just now. My whole day was Glee-anized! The image of William Schuester was everywhere.

I must admit, I’m always kinda outadated when it comes to TV series and that the Glee phenomenon was so yesteryear ...but I just cant seemed to get it outta my head!! I mean like FOR REAL!!!

It all started when my lecturer was serving us his last lecture. He was talking non stop about gene therapy, its sources, target, yada yada yada.. Okay, my body was there and my mind too but my soul was suddenly being taken away .......by a mesmerizing stare... it took approximately 4 seconds. I KNOW he wasnt looking "looking" at me; but he's Shah Rukh Khan looks is just oh-so-hard-to-resist!

SPOOF!BAM!

I was taken to McKinley HighSchool's music hall.

There I was, wearing the exact same dress Rachel Berry wore, singing "My Endless Love" with dear, Mr. William Schuester. He was singin beautifully, so was I..only that I sang much better than the original singer did.. And suddenly Will's faced slowly transformed into Dr.T's... Urghh!!

Though my hematology lecturer's looks is highly above average, but the thought of it was just so unethical. PERIOD. and its yucky . So I called it quits and went back to the auditorium hall to continue on "limitations of a vector". bah!

So after the class, we left the audi for the cafe. Along the way, I was talking about Glee with my main source of that TV show. And after a while of talking and discussing; she finally dropped the "R" bomb.

"I THINK RACHEL IS LIKE YOU...."

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Is she INDIRECTLY saying that I'm a freak,self-centered,pathetic loser ???

"YES"

And I couldn't agree with her more....sigh... but I'm not RACHEL! I wanna be Quinn Fabray. She's prettier. And has a smaller nose. =)

After that we went to get ourselves one ice-blended pink guava- to be shared...We're students..so its kinda a norm to save budget..plus...it intimated us more....arrrr!! *Fat runs away.. "I WAS ONLY JOKING!! I'M NOT A HOMO"!!...yet...jk!!*

ice-blended?? you mean slurpee?? OMG its just like in Glee... All this while the ice-blended has just been a background in my life but today... today the ice-blended has become a TOPIC in my life.. OMG..its soo glee...

And the ice-blended maker..I mean.. who does he think he is??? I bet he thinks he's Will Schoester.. Well youre not!! your not, okay!! youre not even half cool tho you ice-blend, get it?!! Stop thinking your HIM!!! k.. maybe he doesnt even knnow who Mr.Will Schoester is but i bet he wants to BE him once he know who Will is.. so get outta my way!...k.. thats a bit psychotic....

Anywho, Fat and I were thinking of getting a pet. But not a cat since Fat has an Anti-Meow Syndrome and not tortoise or hamster coz I dun like their smell.. Still considering a sugar glyder but its a bit costly and I dont think I can afford it.. hmmm... oh well...

Btw, August Rush is a must watch. For long have I wished to watch movies that could touch every skin to my soul…And this picture has proven that they exist!..

Happy watching...

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Always Coca Cola

Its not fever… nor cold.. am an alluring virgin still (which means that am not pregnant) and am not under pressured… but somehow, I have a sudden crazy thirst crave over … guess what??

Coke! (Coke-A-Co-Lah?? ) YES!! COCA COLA!!

*background song*

Whenever there’s a pool there’s always a flirt

Whenever there is school there’ll always be homework

Whenever there’s a beat there’s always a drum

Whenever there’s fun there’s always COCA COLA

Yeah…

Du du du du dup Du dup dup du

Du du du du dup

Always COCA COLA yeah…

*end background song*

Why coke?! Am not usually a gassy drink fan… am more of an isotonic girl.. or milk… or fresh juice drinker..wat ever else… but not coke… .. .. * taking a deep breath from my confused enthusiasm and thinking… while tapping my index finger on count of 1 tap per 2 seconds* …

… … is this a sign of me becoming a teenager????? Wha thaa…come again...?

ALAS!! I’m a qualified teenager!!! Weeeeeeeeehooo! V(^o^)V

All my life, I’ve been called “Grandma” by my sisters, mom and cousins.. and now, I want all of you to look at me !! see me, very closely!!! Who’s the Nana now, huh?? YOU ARE!!! YOU!!! ARE!!!

Joy to Holy God, one is never too old to become young again! Being 22, and moving towards 23 in 9 days, won’t even budge me a lil from where I am standing now… The youth in me will never die and I will ALWAYS BE young at heart!!!

I didn’t just DRINK the damn coke alryt... for crying out loud, I CRAAAAAVED for it !!!

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7^th January 2010

8.49 pm

An inspirational story

Julie & Julia.

The perfect movie to start the year with! Its about reaching your goal! About a fulltime government servant, Julie Powell experimenting all 512 Julia Child’s French cooking in just 365 days. Amazing..

And Julie’s husband; Eric; he’s just the sweetest husband on earth, it made you wanna rape him! *gosh..i love it when inner self speaks… its so pure.. :p* … he’s just soo :)…just take a look at him! he’s a low-paid editor, he’s funny, ever so encouraging, and he’s cute .. I like his dopy eyes, his nose, his face, his frame, height –its medium sized (Italian? or of French blood maybe?), his tempting lips, shiny brown curly hair, thick eyebrows, his smell of tobacco and citrus mixed with apr.., HOLD IT!!! He doesn’t have thick eyebrows nor smell of tobacco citrus etc…. but he has an eating habit that had taken me aback and made me smile and want to hug my Cameron Highlands’ strawberry pillow...:) ... it is when his nose wrinkled while he eats the McDonalds chicken burger French toast, …the french toast, Julie made for dinner. If you have the dvd , you should check minute 13:54 … he was like “this is good” and ngaaap! Ate the toast away… there! See it?? his nose wrinkled! again..again.. at minute 13:54, he was like “this is good” and ngaaap! See that!! .. alryt2… enough about that already... But nonetheless, It’s a movie worth watching. Plus its based on 2 true stories; Julie Powell’s and Julia Child’s. Hmm, if I were a movie critic, I’d give it an A of 8.9 over 10. Brava!

Now I really can’t wait to go back home and cook!

Boeuf Bourguignon anyone?

*sigh* (‘-.-)

Something learnt from Francesca Bruni

“Give me a man who is man enough to give himself just to the woman who is worth him. If that woman were me, I would love him alone and forever.”

Well said…