I want YOU to duet with ME!

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Here’s what happened just now. My whole day was Glee-anized! The image of William Schuester was everywhere.

I must admit, I’m always kinda outadated when it comes to TV series and that the Glee phenomenon was so yesteryear ...but I just cant seemed to get it outta my head!! I mean like FOR REAL!!!

It all started when my lecturer was serving us his last lecture. He was talking non stop about gene therapy, its sources, target, yada yada yada.. Okay, my body was there and my mind too but my soul was suddenly being taken away .......by a mesmerizing stare... it took approximately 4 seconds. I KNOW he wasnt looking "looking" at me; but he's Shah Rukh Khan looks is just oh-so-hard-to-resist!

SPOOF!BAM!

I was taken to McKinley HighSchool's music hall.

There I was, wearing the exact same dress Rachel Berry wore, singing "My Endless Love" with dear, Mr. William Schuester. He was singin beautifully, so was I..only that I sang much better than the original singer did.. And suddenly Will's faced slowly transformed into Dr.T's... Urghh!!

Though my hematology lecturer's looks is highly above average, but the thought of it was just so unethical. PERIOD. and its yucky . So I called it quits and went back to the auditorium hall to continue on "limitations of a vector". bah!

So after the class, we left the audi for the cafe. Along the way, I was talking about Glee with my main source of that TV show. And after a while of talking and discussing; she finally dropped the "R" bomb.

"I THINK RACHEL IS LIKE YOU...."

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Is she INDIRECTLY saying that I'm a freak,self-centered,pathetic loser ???

"YES"

And I couldn't agree with her more....sigh... but I'm not RACHEL! I wanna be Quinn Fabray. She's prettier. And has a smaller nose. =)

After that we went to get ourselves one ice-blended pink guava- to be shared...We're students..so its kinda a norm to save budget..plus...it intimated us more....arrrr!! *Fat runs away.. "I WAS ONLY JOKING!! I'M NOT A HOMO"!!...yet...jk!!*

ice-blended?? you mean slurpee?? OMG its just like in Glee... All this while the ice-blended has just been a background in my life but today... today the ice-blended has become a TOPIC in my life.. OMG..its soo glee...

And the ice-blended maker..I mean.. who does he think he is??? I bet he thinks he's Will Schoester.. Well youre not!! your not, okay!! youre not even half cool tho you ice-blend, get it?!! Stop thinking your HIM!!! k.. maybe he doesnt even knnow who Mr.Will Schoester is but i bet he wants to BE him once he know who Will is.. so get outta my way!...k.. thats a bit psychotic....

Anywho, Fat and I were thinking of getting a pet. But not a cat since Fat has an Anti-Meow Syndrome and not tortoise or hamster coz I dun like their smell.. Still considering a sugar glyder but its a bit costly and I dont think I can afford it.. hmmm... oh well...

Btw, August Rush is a must watch. For long have I wished to watch movies that could touch every skin to my soul…And this picture has proven that they exist!..

Happy watching...

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hashtheDON

• HE resembles the gunshots of a war, the balloon that cheers up a party, the ink to a pen, the Atlas of the World Map.
• HE feels up each gap with humorous laughter, pretentious arrogance, and home-made philosophical inputs.
• HE might not be the most religious man you’ve met but his wide sense of knowledge of the deen might trigger you that he is someone sent from the high above.
• HE is not just someone who’s full of love but is also someone who’s eager to share all his love with..Sadly, only few are there to listen to HIS ups and downs. And embarrassingly I admit, I’m hardly that “one of the few”…
• Just like an Éclair, he’s hard on the outside but mellow in the inside. You might see him as the evil Jaafar who wants to take over the world but deep inside, he’s actually the Robin Hood that cares much for other people.

Others might have the most opposite views on him. But this is how he portrays himself to me and I’m glad to see all the good things in him.

You guys might wonder why today’s topic might be a bit bold-er than the topics before. Well… there’s only one explanation…….

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CANT YOU SEE HOW I WAS BEING TAUNTED and HARASSED AT THE CHAT BOX COMMENTED BY HASHTHEDON??? <--look on the left!!

Hehehehe….

Yeah.. that’s one of the main reasons… :P ..

…the other reason is because : its gonna be worth it… =)

“HE” is none other than Hasyim Ali Al-Aydrus. Better known as Hashem ….or Jebus Cries Superstar..or the latest Abwaba Ali!

A person I have yet to know well but is all set to leave me behind...

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Hashem is among the countable few that I’m really well bonded with. As most of you are aware, I don’t have much friends –especially among boys. I’d prefer to be only with my family members or in a small group or I’d rather be alone. I don’t really allow people to penetrate me that easily. Maybe its due to my overprotectiveness towards myself which I think is not even a rational explanation, or maybe its due to my lack trust on strangers. No doubt I make friends with all, but to keep : I’d only pick few. And Hashem is one that’s worth keeping in my magic treasure box.

In case you assume that he’s one lucky guy to have been one of my acquaintances, then you might probably want to think again, and realize how lucky-ER I am to have him to be apart of my life chapters.

Thanks Shem, for always being there for me.*hug*.Thank for being with me through my make ups, break downs, happy times, sad moments.

Thanks for not laughing at me when I snorted at times I cry on the phone..(LOOL.. that was humiliating.. hahaha)

Thanks for always supporting me and for calling me a crybaby – it gave me idea for my blog address.. hahha

Thanks for being such an aspiration to someone very much important to me; he really looks up to you... *Gah! that fl*tch is sucha dear ;_)… lets kill him! Hihi…:P *snorts! *LOL.. *

Thanks for being an aspiration to me! Your stories and life lessons have taught me more than just a lot… I really appreciate them all. And they even make me like you even a lot better.

Thanks for being my personal advisor

Thanks for always debating with me and put rational in my head when I’m being insane

Thanks for accompanying me during many lunch times

Thanks for acknowledging me as your BFFFF FFFF FFF EFF… I’m honored.. :”) .. bwahaha lol..

But no thanks on not telling me that your in a relationship !?? What the hell man… I got to know that when I reactivate my fb jz now (to take the below picture of you).. but its alryt.. I’m cool… non taken… your privacy’s all yours... :P

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But there’re other side of him you should know :

Hashem is all what you NEED NOT in your virtual life… ^_^

1. He’s only interest is football, football and .. whats that again?.. oh yeah.. FOOTBALL!!!

a. Alexandro Pie WhaaatheWhoo?? Who cares!! He trashes my Facebook Live Feed with all sorts of unnecessary news on *crowd screams* FOOTBALL! I mean, Jebus Cries Superstar! Don’t you have anything else to talk about?? Oh yeah.. and if you’re finding for someone to contradict with the governments plan. You found one here: Hashem aka Mr- I-Am-The-Only-Realiable-President-Of-The-World-And-If-You-Try-To-Go-Againts-Me-I’ll-Destruct-Your-Whole-MothaJiggin’-Life!

2. You can write the longest MSN instant message ever. Just give out all your effort and all your ideas while chatting with him. You can put it in one loooong sentence or maybe a few short sentences. Doesn’t matter. Coz proudly, he’ll reply you with a

“LOL”…

(Full stop)

Or if youre lucky: a “hahahaha”…

(Full stop)

. . . Thanks Shimmy for your kind precious attention... Here’s another one! When he suddenly sms you with a hi! Or a Yo! Or whatever! And ask on how you were and such. Just dont reply!! Coz that’s the last you’ll ever hear of him anyways! And when being asked on why didn’t he reply the message to HIS reply.. He’d say “I don’t have credit!”.. GAAAAAAAAAAAAK! Then why even BOTHER say “hi” and ask questions through the fon in the first place???

3. Interview plan with Mr. Barrack Obama,Dr. Mahathir Mohammad, Mr. Kanye West, David Bechkam. . .

…enough said…

Hehehe… what makes you think that I’m gonna make you feel good all the way?!

.mmmmm… hashem….:_(

I’m gonna miss ya! :_____(

From today onwards, I’m gonna hate the month of May, I’m gonna hate Indonesia, am gonna hate all football magazines and am gonna hate your current boss in Sri Hartamas and am gonna hate the stupid cat who just slept on my snickers and made it all fury…

Sudah2… Lets stop being so emotional.

now, would you promote my blog on your facebook ??? lets make my counter go thousands!

haha.. :P

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So last nights savior was Maggi Mee…

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Yesterday I sorta “fasted” the whole day… literally…

Was so lazy to go and buy food at the café. So I starved myself till the evening, and by dawn, I called my younger sister for “assistance”. But sadly, she was away at her friends’ place so she cant get me dinner..*huh.. so much for the best SLAVE I’ll ever have*.. Then I called for my dear friends –so happened that one’s coming back a bit late and the other just left the café…hmmmh…

Frustrated, angry and starved, I got myself up from bed and went to seek for the usual “suppliers”… Tough luck… They all went for either discussion or attended a function at the mosque. YEAY! I managed to escape that! :P…

It was 8 something P.M.. College M5, Level 3, IIUM seemed to be a death zone for a starving cutie-pie a.k.a moi ^_^… and my sister was the most worthless being ever.. .don’t blame me, I was hungry! Hiihii... jk.. luv u luv…

So, just like a stray cat looking for left overs, I went knocking all doors; in search of food . (To think of it, I might as well just go to the café since the energy used is just about the same, but the thought of having to dress up is soo …..urgghhh… TOO-MUCH-WORK!…) So as I was doing my pilgrim, (going round and round the college), I stopped by at Izah’s – whom I later forced to check my blog out and whom I took 3 packets of Maggie Mee from to cook. Heeeeee….. Thanks Izzie!! Hahahha.. So I slept soundlessly last night with my tummy full ..

hmmmm… that’s what you call bliss……out of the expense of others…...heeeee. ^_^

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*she wants to touch me , woo’o, she wants to love me , woo’o, she’ll never leave me woo woo oo oo, don’t trust a h*e , never trust a h*e, wont trust a h*e ,wont trust me.. shoosh girl, shut your lips do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips* - (my phone ringtone)

I was awoken by an annoying piece of racket. God knows why I picked that as my current ringtone. And the caller was an UNKNOWN number... SHOOOOZZ!! Don’t you know that I have a talk to attend to at 9 a.m?? (Apparently no!!!)..But this number wasn’t in my “DONT-ANSWER” list, so I made an effort to pick it up.

So I was like : Hello. Who’s this?? (with an angry voice).. haha.. yeah I’m kinda wateverish

And he was like : heh heh.. yaaa.. ini.. Ameera? Assalamualaikum.. heh heh..

Still I was like: Sape ni?? (with a louder angry voice) grrrr!!

In my head, I was like: Who’s this?? if youre thinking of checking me out pun, check the timing la…

And finally he was like : eh heh.. ini Kiai Jalil.. Mo nanya, Habib Sholih masiy di Australi apa udah pulang Malaysia?? Dinelpon HPna tapi g d jawab… Oh ya Ibu Ifa sampai salam.. eheh heh.

And silly Ameera was like: oh….. *bites tongue*

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Swell….. My day started out with a curse to a good man…

*Shook head* (*_*’’)

ICE CREAM!! ICE CREAM!! I NEED ICE CREAM!!! Aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhh!!!

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out of place...

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GIRLS NYT OUT: KARAOKE SESSION - CHECKED

“MY NAME IS KHAN ” AND “ALICE IN WONDERLAND” - TO GO!

FINAL EXAMS??.... GOOD QUESTION! TWO WEEKS FROM NOW! YEAY! YUCK!!!!

EOP AND COUNSELLING SKILLS PRESENTATION?? – THIS MONDAY!

TQS2000 MEMORIZATION ??- OH, JUST SHUT UP ALREADY!!! YEAY! BAY! JAY! KAY! fudge...

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What am I to do with my life??…..gaaaaaaaak!

(-_-’’)

Dang Its Long!

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Today is Tuesday. The day of Judgement... Dr.Tareq's Day of Judgement.. Presentation day for Hematology... thats what I'm talking bout...guuuu....

Anywho, talking about the end of the world, one question is to be asked :- Have you ever thought of death?

Many times have I feared for death to come.

Frankly speaking... I dont think I am ready...

I'm not yet ready to leave the world, nor am I ready to face God. But who cares of what I think. The real question now is: Does God think I'm still worthy living in His world? Thought of the day..

If there's something out there that I could totally be glad of, is that; my ignorance of the time of my death. And I'd like to keep it that way. The fiery would be too immense! If I were to know that I were to be dead at a certain time, how would you think I'd respond to my current life? I'd live my life in fear for knowing what's to come in the coming days. And that's one of the reasons why, I think, God keep the time of our death a secret. So that we could live our lives to the fullest and be happy. No worries on whats to come.

"The goal of all life is death"
~Sigmund Freud~

I know this post might sound a bit spiritual and political but what the heck..lol..

Anywho, as a Moslem, I believe that life after death is for eternity and the good and bad things of the world is just a preview of the eternal life to come. Its my choice to choose my own destiny.

The decision is all mine to make and for me..well..*blush* I aim for paradise. =") lol..poyo... but yeah... I really2 dont want my life to be spent rot in hell after all my effort of living in this world- that's not only hard (exams, etc) but also temptingly seducing (boys and their wet sweaty hair (after basketball), boys and their 6 pax, boys and their short briefs!!! gaaaah!!*faint*)... thats why am kinda trying my best to be a good person though I'm hardly one, God forgive me! ;( .

And "God", by all means, He's the bestest and coolest... I dont know about hottest..lol..joking!! peace Goddie! Luv ya! ;). After all that I've done, He still forgives me for every of my wrong doings as I repent. And despite all those bad things done, He still gave me abundant joy to look forward to in life! Thats why, I think I love Him the most... then comes my parents, and then my grandma and my family, then my friends , then my pets(Bushido, Journe, Wira etc), then my favourite cardigan, then my keyboard then my laptop...etc..lol...

Okay2!!
Lets pretend that I'm a highly honored "Professor" for a minute, and you are the audience as I speak in a short talk (in this case - as I blog heee~~) ..


I think to love life is only worth it when you love these 3 things first:

First :

God; for it is He who has created us and also the life we're living in. When we love God, we'll learn to get to love life accordingly. We having to live in this world, has a purpose and that when we fulfill the purpose, then only we'll get to feel the essence of living.

When you live your life for the sake of God, you'll get see things differently. Most of us tend to abandon Him at times when we're overwhelmed by joy and love, when our goals are fulfilled, when we achieve success in our career. Its a pity that most of us has yet to realize that He could simply turn everything over in just a fraction of a second if He wants to. Our arrogance is no comparison to His powers to take away what's all basically His. We should always thank God and show our gratitude by always, always, always remembering Him.

As for moslems; we are urged to always pray tasbih or zikr..
Look to the sky, see the sea, take a glance of the surrounding and be glad full that God has put us in a position where we can still breathe in fresh air and is given the time to pray to God. If a man were to be born to only read shahadah and die right after that and the price for that man in the hereafter is already Paradise, then what more should we ask for? We should be thankful that God has given us all the time in the world to be gratitude towards Him.

Say:

" SubhanAllah wa Alhamdulillah wa La ilaha IllAllah wa Allahu Akbar "

translation: Glorious is Allah, and Praise to Allah, and There is nothing to worship other than Allah hence Allah is the Greatest.

Its that simple.. but just how many of us do that in a day?...or in a week...? I mean, not as a ritual culture saying, but wholeheartedly? Sincerely just for Him? When I say 'us'... am including myself too...

Pray pray pray oh dear moslems... please dont forget to pray y habiby ;_* . Its only a five minute ritual. Need God to PLEAD you to pray to Him?
My father always make a cute gesture whenever he calls my sisters and I for prayers in jamaah...and if we want to delay or give a suggestion to pray afterwards... he'll say with a kids' voice squealing (supposedly "imitating" God's saying) and with a smile, he'll say :

"Right now, God is saying "Please pray to Me... its only 5 minutes... I can give you the world if you want... whatever you wish for.. just please pray to Me... show Me that you think of Me time by time after all that I've given you... what do you want? I'm HERE to give you all you ask for, my dear servant... Just ask from Me anything.. All I want from you is to ask from Me.. and only to Me...5 minutes and you'll get to spent the rest of the day doing anything else..."..
And surely we'll all fall for that.. hehehe...

There are some of us who gave up too soon, saying that no matter how many times he prays, God will never fulfill his/her wishes.

Well, one thing that you should always bare in mind, is that, God NEVER breaks His promises. Its just the matter of time.. Some people gets the things they wish for at a faster rate, some people get it later, some gets it near their death time while some gets it in hereafter.. Baah! hereafter is a long way to go! Correct, but you should not forget that life in the hereafter is eternal. ;-) . Just believe that God will grant your wish as long as you pray to Him.

Some even have a feeling that they have done too much sins that God will never take him/her back to the right path and whatever they do, they'll end up in hell...

Dear friend, never give up hope in the Mercy of Allah. Unlike you, unlike ME, God is totally forgiving. If you faithfully repent, then he'll definitely guide you back to the right path. We are not angels, and God didnt tend to make us angels. If not, He wouldnt have brought us to life, instead He'd make us out of light and kappoooom! angels we are! We are humans so act like humans. We are bound to make mistakes. Its apart of nature. Just try our best to not repeat the same mistakes.

But some of us take advantage on the repenting part.
"I am still young, let me live life.. I am not yet ready.. A time will come.. Its not me to be 'that' yet...Wait first lah... etc..."

What if after your "Wait first lah" you got hit in a car accident and die at the spot???
Take lessons from the people around you sweetheart...please open our eyes and see...
A classmate of a cousin was burgled and slashed down his throat outside a pub in KL city just a few weeks ago. A sad ending to his life I guess... Now you might think that," oh thats too bad, well, I guess everyone's responsible for his action during their life time and thus whatever happens after death should also be under his responsibility".. Easy said.... but as a reminder to all especially me, death is not like "kena gigit semut". Its not an ant bite. The pain and the torture in your graveyard is too immense till being run over by a heavy trailer seemed nothing to be compared to it... And I'm talking about the life in the graveyard..not yet the torture awaiting in hell thats everlasting.. wtfish ..why am I so emo all the sudden..lol.. I'm not expecting all of us to become pious, the oh great big sheikh or the mufti of the world.. But lets try our best to keep distance from things God forbids. Like for moslems, avoid being in contact with alcohol, gambling, adultery, drugs, all the haraam things.. Funny that haraam things are so little to be compared with halal things yet everyone seemed to be going after them (non-halaal stuff).

GEEZ!! alryt.. BACK TO THE MAIN TOPIC!!!

2- is to love our family. Love your father. Love your mother. Give respect to your family name. Honor your descendants. Remember who you are. Remember what differs you from the rest. Remember the pride your family keeps in you. Remember their hardship for you. Remember that they've spent thousands for your future. Therefore, make them proud.. for once.. try your best not to disappoint them. You are their pride and joy. You are their diamond that shines. You are someone I look up to. Therefore, please try and please them. Please them with your achievements, with your good behavior, with your simplicity and with your effort. They'll love you for all the goods and the bads. So try and love them back..by repaying them with good-s...I'm talking to myself..gosh am I crayzee?? oh yeah.. and a reminder for you too.. i.m.y.b.h...

3- Love yourself. You have to realize that you're; whatever it is; the best! Simply because you are! Of course there might be other people that's better in something than you, but you are still better than them in many other different ways. You have a great voice, you have good literature skill, youre awesome with decorating, youre good in sports! whatever! Just have confidence in yourself. Believe in yourself as much as we all believe in you! I'm still talking bout myself...k...and you too.. No one's better or too good than you are once you discover your true self... Always have faith and trust to yourself.. I do! And never will I regret that! And do not self-destruct... if you get what I mean... which reminds me of a quotation by Leonardo Da Vinci which says:

"While I thought that I was learning how to live, I have been learning how to die. "

mmm..maybe what he meant has nothing to do with whaat I wrote...but whatever... i'm kinda sleepy already....


So how was my talk as a Professor?? hmm.. :S
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