Love-Hate-Relationship

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I bust the windows out your car.

Oh HOW I WISH!!!

Do you wanna hear about my working place?? Too bad. You have no choice.

The place where I’m doing my internship reaaally reaaally really is like an amusement park (oh btw, I went to sunway lagoon last weekend).

Wait.. correction

not exactly amusement park but more like a CIRCUS!

Each department has people with their own group of minds with weiiiiiiiiird characters. VERY MUCH WEIRDER than clowns.

Its scary you know! Seriously.

There’s a guy, lets call him Mr. Lagenda. He’s a very kind, middle-aged man. But one thing about him is, he can be extra happy at one time and terribly seriously just a few seconds after that.

Just now, he was explaining about this one thing regarding antibody screening to me and he was all cheery .. Up till he made a joke where both of us laugh at the same time… and then ZOOOP! He’s facial expression totally changed from being happy to a serious-angry face. So I stopped laughing. And work became so frigging awkward after that… buff…..

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One of the staffs on the other hand, has problems explaining.

One day, she called me to explain about something that I haven’t learnt bout. But upon explaining, she took a deep breath and started “ ha’ err” ….“ha’ err” …paused… “haaa’ “ hmmm… ”nok kabo guane (how to explain it to you)” …”gini (like this)”- showing me a few confusing acts – and continued “ha’ err” “hehehe..payoh sungguh nok kabo (hihihi, so hard to try n explain)”.. and she then gave up and left me just like that… err…I was clueless of what had happened. Up till forever…

p/s: I hadn’t even have the chance to say my infamous ‘Owh..’ yet.. :S

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Another guy would be someone …. Hmmm….. I need not to explain who coz it’s all over facebook. Ya Allah. He’s a MASTERPIECE on giving out blurr questions.

I know we are all encouraged to ask. But please know what to ask, and, pick and choose your questions!! Where’s the rationale of asking :

“How to make a beautiful baby if one is not handsome?”

WE ARE TALKING ABOUT

IMMUNOCHEMISTRY MACHINE OPERATION

FOR GOD’S SAKE!!!

Just because the supervisor is pregnant doesn’t mean that you can ask her random questions like that!! And that’s not the only random question that came out from his mouth. Ayayayay!!!! Till last week, one of the senior staffs asked me whether or not he’s normal due to his absurd questionings.

Arrghhh!! I need a break! T_____________T

p/s: dun get me wrong, I love it there. Gargh, I’m so stressed out over nothing. Sheez..

Ameera is just sayin....

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Its hard enough to change yourself, what more to change others...

i'm just saying...

hmmm.....

God please give me more time for my blog.. (-.-)

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WARNING:

PG / M / R - Parental guidance suggested for children of different religious backgrounds below the age of 10.

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I came across a friends' blog this morning. Was really glad I actually clicked on the post. It had really made the start of my day-worth it.

p/s: Having to read tazkirah early in the morning, it had made me want to write one myself. heee...

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Alhamdulillah (Praise be to God), I am living in a muslim country whereby I can hear the Adhzan (calling of prayer) 5 times a day, not only from the outside mosques but also from the local radio and television stations.

As I was driving my way; in search of a brand new shoe last Monday,(my old one stinks.. peh!! ), I turned on to a music station. It was near Zohor time, therefore, the station stopped playing songs for a while in order to give way for tazkirah session. They had recalled 2 hadiths of RasulAllah S.A.W; talking bout rezeki (provision /fortune/ sustenance).

RasulAllah S.A.W narrated in one hadith saying:

"Barang siapa memperbanyak istighfar maka Allah s.w.t akan menghapuskan segala kedukaannya, menyelesaikan segala masalahnya dan memberinya rezeki dari arah yang tidak disangka." (Riwayat Ahmad, Abu Daud, an-Nasa'i, Ibnu Majah dan al-Hakim dari Abdullah bin Abbas r.a.)

and another, saying:

" dan seorang lelaki akan diharamkan baginya rezeki kerana dosa yang dibuatnya." (Riwayat at-Tirmizi)

Translation :

The first hadith:

"Whoever asks for the forgiveness from Allah swt, He will eliminate all ones sorrowfulness, solve ones problems and give him fortune from unexpected directions. " (Narrated by Ahmad, Abu Daud, an-Nasa'i, Ibn Majah and al-Hakim of Abdullah bin Abbas ra)

2nd hadith :

"and a man will be banned from getting sustenance/fortune if he keep on doing sins and not repent." ( p/s: this is not the direct translation. I made it easier to understand kwee~~ )

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Lets not talk about the so-obviously big sin i.e alcohol consuming, gambling etc, which we as muslims should not be doing at all.. Moreover today, let us emphasize on the small-almost neglectedly-labelled SINS. Such as?

GOSSIPING!!

hasad(jealousy)!!

BACKBITING!!

lying!!

I'd like to emphasize on the small things more because we tend to abandon these "small" things from taking them as parts of sins. We should realize that although no Hudud-Law is being installed for thEse sins but it is still a haram thing to do.

Me myself, as a living experiment, I must admit... that, listening to GOSSIPs is apart of my nature. I dont gossip much NOT because I dont want to BUT because I dont have a story to tell, but if I do, I'll start my "MAGIC" and Mr.A is soooo going out with Miss B... hehe.. but maybe I dont really gossip because I prefer LISTENING to gossips rather than TELLING; which still doesnt make myself any much better.

SO WHEN AM I GOING TO GET MY

BLACBERRY CURVE

IF I HAVENT STOP WITH THIS BAD HABIT OF MINE???

Answer?

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Once you buy me one. :)

hehehe.. renung-renungkanlah... (have a glance on what i just talkd bout.. :) luv y'all )

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Just a thought

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Have you experienced a time when your facial expression could not lie about the emotion your feeling at the moment?

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hmmm

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.She will be remembered forever.

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In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful

Praise be to Allah, Lord of the Worlds,

The Beneficent, the Merciful.

Owner of the Day of Judgment,

Thee (alone) we worship; Thee (alone) we ask for help.

Guide us on the straight path,

The path of those whom Thou hast favored;

Not (the path) of those who earn Thine anger nor of those who go astray.

AlFatihah illa rouh Sharifah Eyshon Binti Alawi Aledrous a.k.a Ummi Echon who had passed away on Wednesday 19th of May 2010. She was one of the kindest and most patient person I've ever known. May her soul rest in peace. And May God place her among the mu'minaat. Amien.

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how bizarre how bizzare...

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I love spending my days in Terengganu. I love Terengganu for its' California-like weather, the people's absurdity and unpredictable attitude, and also the place itself. Terengganu calming in its own way. The only place I'd call home. :) Hence why I love staying at home ; ie in my room; so much. =D

I'm back from work for lunch break. I have to get going by 1.45 pm.

I had my breakfast today at the hospital's canteen. :) . Bee Hoon soup.. As PLANNED. :) . As I was heading back to my office after my meal, there he was, waiting for me near the entrance of the cafe to bid me goodbye. :) . Since I realized that he stopped working at his station for a while, I made an effort to say "Hi" to him. (LIAR! LIAR! it was not even an effort!! more like a volunteered deed) .

Yeay?? :P .

Its not like I'm in love with him! Its just that I find him cute, thats it. And that's why I get excited when I see him. I dont plan to live my life with him or what not. That needs a different, ...more serious/precise, observation on every aspects. :) .

I want to have someone who can deal with me. :) . Physically. mentally, emotionally, passionately, etcly. Hopefully God will find me someone who could compromise with my flaws, and wants me to take care of his being and become the mother of his children and the one who would be right by his side at all times. :) Someone I want to grow old with and someone who'd want to grow old with me. Mutual feeling. :) .

Amien. Pray for me ya!

p/s: this post is sooo random...:S

What am I doing?

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I realized that I've been a bit hyper these past few weeks... I dont know what has got into me but its as though I've been screaming out loud for attention.Unfortunately for me however, I dont think anyone's listening...Maybe its true, that people will only start to hear you when you keep quiet.

I need a break.. I want to rest for a bit. I want to close my eyes and take a deep look at the good things that had happened. I want those memories to stay with me for a while. Capture the moment, keep it, smell it, feel it.... Just for tonight. I want to smile during my sleep with thoughts of bitter sweet things of the past.

Shhhh... keep quiet...

pls...

hey.. i like this song.... :)))

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uncle kracker- smile

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

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Just a week, just a "no ordinary" week

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This week was no ordinary week for me…

For the first time in my life, I had couraged myself to go to the police station! –FYI, I hate being seen there. Tho I didn’t do anything wrong , but the thought of going to the station just embarrasses me.. I have a sick "idea" that other people might think that I’ve done something wrong by just seeing me coming out from the police office.. I know am paranoid over stupid things-

I lodge a police report over my missing ID card and driver’s licence. It took me almost one hour just to tell them that my documents were missing.. And the stupid thing is.. Always lah there’s a stupid thing that happens to me..WHY GOD WHY?? When everything was settled, I mistakenly entered the HEAD police office room instead of the “document copy” room… :___( . I waited for almost 20 minutes there and when the head officer entered, he went:

“Heh! Awok buak mende sinih?”

Translation: what are you doing here?

And I was like, one of the officers asked me to go take the photocopied report.

And he was like : “Sinuung!!”

Translation: There!! *pointing the room next door using his POINTED LIPS.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIHHH!!! :____(

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Then, the next day, ”BeeHoonSoup” guy sat next to me at the café for brunch. –He’s my only entertainment at the hospital… huhuhu-

Sheez…. He made me look like a clown!!

I was giggling and laughing for no reason. I was nervous demmit !! Thankfully my friends helped me out by laughing WITH me. And then I kept playing with my food without eating it! I mean like how could I??? He was observing me the whole time.. -so I thought but the real truth he was actually looking outside the window next to my table- I realized that a bit too late.. There goes my brunch time?

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And today I arrived KL at 5 a.m and insyaAllah I’ll go home tonight at 11p.m.. Tiring but I got to do what I got to do. Being a responsible hottie. :P*perasan!!!* . Need to collect all the money I could get for future reference. hihihi.

Susah- susah dahulu, senang – senang kemudian.

(Now) X (Study hard + Work Hard) = Satisfying life and future

That's what I believe in ^__^*poyo!!!*

Aiyah!! And my bellydancing kids are sooo adorable!! I wanna have my own kids!! NOW!! Hihi.. jk..

k.. have a bus to catch.. ciao! insyaAllah sampai bissalaamah. Pray for me! :)

p/s: I love Syed Sein’s bloopers in Adamaya.. its faar much better than the drama itself.. <3>

Fighto !

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Its okay to be scared, but you cant allow your fears to turn you into an @$$-Whole, not when it comes to the people that really love you..

I'm just saying..

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