"Ask and its given..."

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Rest In Peace my baby cousin... ;__(


Death could come at times when we least expect it.
A teacher once told me:
“Seseorang itu akan bertemu ajalnya setelah tiba antara dua keadaan ini yaitu yang pertama; Apabila rezeki seseorang itu sudah cukup teramat dilimpah kurniakan oleh Tuhan , lalu dicabut nyawanya. Maka dia tergolong daripada golongan-golongan beruntung.
atau yang kedua;
Apabila Tuhan telah menghentikan pemberian rezeki kepada seseorang itu disebabkan sudah tidak dicari rezeki untuk diberi padanya; Maka merekalah daripada golongan yang rugi”
Death comes when either God had given you all what you’ve deserved in life or when God do not see the point of giving good fortune to you anymore.
This is not a hadeeth (I guess), but just an old folk’s saying.. words of wisdom as they say.
A shocking news I received today from my mother. A cousin of mine had passed away.. A cousin whom loves me dearly eventhough I treated him quite harsh. A cousin who would call me once in a while from his phone whenever he tops up his credit. A cousin who never failed to ask me whether he’s the first to call me on my birthday. And I’d lie and say ”Yes” eventhough he’s not. A cousin who would constantly remind me that I'm his favourite girl cousin tho I never asked or wanted to be one.
At the tender age of 15, he has left the world to meet his Creator. (25/09/1995 - 28/04/2010)
Inna Lillah wa Inna Ilaihi Raaji’uun
*translation: We belong to Allah and to Him we shall be returned.
;_( .I’m so sad that you’re gone but God knows best what’s good for you and what’s good for all of us. I would have treated you even worse if you stayed longer.. hihi…:__(. =___((
I’ll miss you… :(
To those who’re still living, I hope that we all would take note that death could come any time. So whatever we do, remember that the Malaikahs are always there to watch and jot down our deeds. This world is just a ‘pit stop’ whereby we should fill in the fuel (accumulate good deeds) before racing to the finish line. The life in Hereafter is eternal. So please don’t waste our time here by doing things that will burden us in the future.
I’m scared.. I’m really scared of death. I’m scared of the punishment God will give me if I do something wrong (and what if i didn’t have the time to repent??). I’m scared to do wrong things. Besides being scared, I’m also embarrassed when I do the wrong things; or; for the wrong things that I’ve done. Coz I’m no ordinary person. I’m a daughter of my parents, and a grandchild of my grandparents. And I hold a name that should only represent good things. And when I fail to fulfill that, I’ll feel horrible and guilty. That’s why, everyday I’ll pray for God to forgive me for all my wrong doings and I hope that you all too could help me become a better person, a better being; by telling me to maintain what is right and forbid me from doing what is wrong. A.k.a : Amar ma’ruf nahi munkar.
InsyaAllah, my cousin will be put among the Mu’miniin.. Amien…
Who knows when our turn’s gonna be? =_)

AlFaatihah to Muhammad AlHabshee

Friday, April 23, 2010


As some might have noticed, I've uploaded a few of my videos on my Facebook account.. yeah i know its a bit wateverish but its quite fun to be self obsessed sometimes... but in my case... ALL THE time..hahaha.. Will post some here too.. I'm opening a new youtube account.. my current one will still be there and will still be on private - (only some people can view it.).. And my new one will be public..? :P

I'm with my grandma now at her house. in gong kapas terengganu. My gramma fed me like a hamster..:( I hope I wont turn out to be a chubby one.. T____T...

Amwatching Wahid Satay on TV right now.. hahaha.. old movies are hilarious!! Wonder why they stopped making good movies already..

.. WEEKEND!! preparing a choc cake tomorrow!! hope it'll tun out good.

good nyt y'all..

Thursday, April 22, 2010


Since it's Friday night, I'd like to contribute something for my fellow muslims. Its Ratib AlAttas in Malay translation.

Check out this website for the translation in English:

Or this website for translation in Bahasa Melayu :

Or this website for a clearer writing :

Monday, April 19, 2010


hmm...i bold the things that i think suit me only. heheh

  1. Ambitious and powerful.
  2. You like to lead.
  3. Stubborn nature.
  4. You always stand out in the crowd.
  5. You love to live the good life.
  6. Romantic at heart.
  7. Deep thinker.
  8. Loyal to partner and friends.
  9. Ever ready to learn and try out new things.
  10. Serious about life.
  11. Like to make others happy.
  12. Not too introvert, not too extrovert.
  13. Smart and well dressed
hihihi... i took this from Facebook application.. :P

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Okay that pictureof mine is so gile poyo... LOL

Yawwwwwww... its been two weeks since I last posted entries.. I know you mish meh.. :)))

"Busy" is the word to describe my life in the past few days.. and also the days to come..

Busy gilerrrr...!

With these:
  • Internship preparation. - Starts tomorrow, pretty much nervous.. :P
  • Belly Dancing Class - Choreographing dance steps, auditioning new intakes, finding suitable music for the play and costume designing.
  • My knitting - My first time knitting a kofiah.. -which had turned out 2 b like an island hat instead. So I have to make a new one all over.
  • English Tuition Class - prep for both primary and secondary syllabus.
  • Business Plan - I'm starting out a business in selling Arabic goods imported right from Yemen. I.E: Bakhour. But its still in the midst of hmm.."discussing"... :) .. And I'm selling my mom's batik online. I'll tell you the link once the website is done.
  • Making myself believe that I'm NOT like RACHEL of Glee- People!! please stop calling me to tell that I'm like Rachel !! I'm not THAT paranoid and annoying!! K..maybe.. a bit.. but urghh!! stop itt!!!!

Anywho, Nadia "Sinis" is coming with Raj "Khanna" later to my home... for the first time!! yeay! Therefore, I need to prepare some snack b4 they come... Thinking of making homemade potato THIN wedges with mayo... :))))) or maybe BRUSCHETTA!! Its eaaasier to make!!

Oh! Btw, I'm

thinking of cooking this weekend. Since I'm at home and I havent cooked for quite sometime. But I havent figured what to cook yet. I stole my granma's cooking book yesterday. Hope I'll find something from there.. hihi..

Luv yall.. ;-)
p/s: TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN.. stop calling me "nenek nenek". Just bcz I do knitting and crocheting, cooking ,listen to lite.fm and watch hindi movie before I sleep, they still dont make me a grandmother or aunt or anything that associates me with the oldies!!!


Friday, April 16, 2010

Btw, they call me "Teacher".. :S


Waking up with someone next to you could really make you feel all sunny.

The first thing I saw as I gently opened my eyes this morning, was my grandmother; brushing her hair in front of the mirror. Started off with her combing, she then put on her headband on and finished up her grooming by making twirls at her hair ends. She’s soo cute!!

When she realized I had already woken up, she started talking continuously without a pause.

Her timing amazes me sometimes. It was about 6.30 in the morning when my sand eyes were barely even wiped off; but she had already started giving out plans on where to go out today, what to do, etc. My responding capability is somewhat restricted especially after which I just woke up. So I was only able to smile and “hmmm”-ing to everything she said.

Yes. I’m still in KL.. My class today begins at 1 pm, which means I can leave my aunts’ house a bit later than usual. But I’m hoping to arrive at school an hour earlier coz I plan to go on the net. Seriously, I’m not even sure whether this entry is gonna be posted on time or not. :P . No internet connection at aunt’s place. L

Oh and I just finished designing my kids costumes. They’re wild and sexy! Good thing the girls are only 9 to 11 year olds. I haven’t had the time to take videos nor pictures of my class yet. They’re cute bunch!! I wish to eat them all!! Hahaha.

Now I'm thinking of having my own babies. :))))))). GIRLS! so I can dress them up. And BOYS! My boys are gonna love me endlessly, and will take care of me till the end of time. And they're the ones who're gonna put their small palm on my cheek ; to cheer me up when I'm down. awww.. shoo shweet..~ But I'll make sure they're gonna have a hard time bringing their girlfriends to see me. heehee

K. Think that’s enough for today. I’m gonna have to get ready. Have only 3 hours left! Ciao~

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Winners and Losers



Winners have dreams; Losers have scheme.

Winners see possibilities; Losers see feasibilities

Winners make commitments; Losers avoid them.

Winners make things happen; Losers just let things happen.

Winners always have a plan; Losers always have an excuse.

Winners see positive “IFs” in the future; Losers have negative thoughts of the future.

Winners have high confidence in themselves; Losers always underestimate themselves.

Winners see solution to every problem; Losers see problems for every solution.

Winners are part of solution; Losers are part of the problem.

What are you? I’m a champion ;) And so is Japan Football Team in FIFA World Cup 2010!! wooohoo!!


Tuesday, April 6, 2010

This I promise you... ^_^


Promises are like babies: easy to make, hard to deliver.

I’ve promised islands of hopes and I’ve also been promised mountains of expectations. But not all are well kept.

Ever experienced having me to promise to catch up with you after our short accidental meeting during jogging session; but realize I didn’t even take your number after that? That’s because I was ‘probelchemising’.

Its an analogy I made to tell that I’m giving you a belching-like promise –A promise that ends after a burp. Short and sweet (not so).

My promise was said to be out of courtesy. I’m sorry; I’m not as honest as you think I am. Well, it is useless to hold a person to anything he/she says while he/she is in love, drunk, or running for office. And I was literally “running”. Heehee.. okay2… that’s MY BAD!! Showwie…

It is said that the best way to keep one's word is not to give it. And I couldn’t agree more. Promises are pleasant to hear but hurtful when it’s being betrayed.

Now, think with me. If a once disloyal promise could hurt so much, what more the oath made everyday?


Have you ever realize, we(Muslims) tend to pray to God 5 times a day. And in the beginning of our prayer we oath by saying :

“Wajjahtu wajhiya lilladhi fatara al-samawaati wa’l-ard haneefan musliman wa maa ana min al-mushrikeen. Inna salaati wa nusuki wa mahyaaya wa mamaati Lillaahi Rabb il-‘Aalameen, laa shareeka lahu wabidhaalika umirtu wa ana awwal ul-muslimeen, Allaahumma anta al-malik laa ilaaha illa anta, anta rabbi wa ana ‘abduka. Zalamtu nafsi wa’tarafty bi dhanbi, faghfir li dhunoobi jamee’an, innahu laa yaghfir ul-dhunooba illa anta. Wahdini li ahsan al-akhlaaq la yahdi li ahsaniha illa anta. Wasrif ‘anni sayyi’aha laa yasrifu ‘anni sayyi’aha illa anta. Labbayka wa sa’dayka wa’l-khayra kulluhu fi yadayka wa’l-sharru laysa ilayka, ana bika wa ilayka, tabaarakta wa ta’aalayta, astaghfiruka wa atoobu ilayk…”


I have set my face towards the Originator of the heavens and the earth sincerely [in Islam], and I am not among theMushrikeen. Indeed, my prayer, my sacrifice, my living and my dying are for Allaah, the Lord of the Worlds, no partner has He. With this I have been commanded and I am the first of the Muslims (those who submit to Him). O Allaah, you are the King and there is no god but You. You are my Lord and I am Your slave. I have wronged myself, and have acknowledged my sins, so forgive all my sins, for no one forgives sins except You. Guide me to the best of attitudes, to which no one can guide except You, and save me from the worst of attitudes, from which no-one can save except You. I am here and happy to serve you. All good is in Your Hands, and evil is not from You. There is no escape or shelter from You except with You. Blessed are You and exalted. I seek Your forgiveness and repent to You).”

The green highlight: is the oath

The yellow : because it is just so sweet; so I highlighted it. Huhu ^_^

As a conclusion, though we tend to break promises among ourselves but please try our best not to break our promise to our Creator. I’m not saying “do not pray since you know you CANT fulfill the promise”. Please don’t get me wrong!! What am trying to say is, since we all know its our responsibility to pray, its best to keep our words to God. And once in a while why don’t you sing this to Him *I dare you!!* :-

“I’ll never break Your heart, I’lll never make You cry I’d rather die than live without You, I’ll give you all Your needs, Goddie that’s no lie”

I DARE YOU!! PLEASEE!!!!!! IF YOU LOVE ME!! LOL! I DARE YOU TO SING THE SONG AFTER YOUR MAGHRIB PRAYER TODAY!! PLEAAASEEE!!!!! With the dance steps of backstreet boys!! If you don’t than youre sucha COWARD!! Hihihi….

Oh yeah p/s: its nice to understand what you pray for. Therefore, I hope that all of us could mean what we say in our prayers. Rather than making it as a ritual habit.

* I’m telling this to myself too okay.. I’m trying my best to improve and be a better person. So please pray for me. Luv you too!!! ^_^ forever in lurve I am! So take off your clothes and do the ungawonga dance! ^______________________^ :P